Tuesday, January 29, 2013

Running in the Rain

Went on my first run in the rain. Frankly it was wet, but oddly amazing. Kind of empowering in a way. Almost like a nothing can stop strong will and determination feeling. I took a before picture, wish I had taken an after. Definitely something to remember.

Thursday, January 24, 2013

I currently live in Louisiana. The culture here is amazing, even more so the sense off state pride. Part of the culture is the love for amazing food.  While I enjoy it, it sometimes makes it difficult to stay on track when around it. I do indulge on occasion if the hubs and I are out to have a good time...but weekly at work during orders or team meetings, lunches or breakfasts it is sometimes difficult to be the odd man out. I don't want others to think I am looking down on the culture,  but I know for my own sake I have to stick to plan.
Generally,  this means bringing my own meals on a daily basis and preparing for team lunches by knowing ahead of time what it will be and what I need to do.

Some days I literary feel like locking myself in my office in order to escape the treats, fried foods or carbo loads. I hope at some point my mind will no longer react to it and it will be as easy pie....well spinach or something.

Monday, January 21, 2013

How Much Cheating Can a Cheater Cheat if a Cheater Can Cheat on Cheat Day

Seriously.   If you partake in one cheat day a week in order to jolt your metabolism do you "cheat" for the entire day or is it merely one item or meal?
Right now I am only doing an item to get my fill of sweets for the remainder of the week. It does the trick for me, but I am always interested in knowing what others are doing.

Tuesday, January 8, 2013

Motivation

Sometimes I think that staying motivated can be the most difficult part of becoming and staying healthy. For me, it is harder to stay down the path than to begin the journey. I think the key may be keeping youself accountable anf using many different means to stay the course. For me blogging, reading and constantly learning have been huge assets.

What do you do?

Dinner Today, Lunch Tomorrow

http://bertbeulbutt.tumblr.com/post/40057628840/spaghetti-squash-with-tomatoes-white-asparagus

Yum Yum

Looks amazing!

Good Food

I make all of my meals ahead of time. Salads and fruit are healthy,  low calorie and easy to prepare ahead of time. Today mixed fruit and chickeb salad (I just cut up chicken breastv and put it in a separate small container so that I could heat it up).

Sunday, January 6, 2013

Weekly Progress

I feel like I had a good week. I was able eat great almost everyday. Today being the negative. My hubs wanted to have a cheat day, so I indulged with him with a Cinnabon Bun. I admit all I could think of was the calories but I know I had good runs and workouts through the week. I was also down 2 pounds this morning.

I am debating whether or not I should invest in this concept of Cheat Days. I know that increasing your caloric intake every once and a while does help the process by not allowing your body to get used to the lower daily caloric intake,  but I am trying to look at this as a lifestyle change that takes the negative foods out of consumption completely. I will have to think and read on this a bit more.

To Weight or Not to Weight

I am currently weighing myself everyday. It is kind of how I keep myself accountable. I used to do the once a week weight in, but I still found that I would get on the scale anyway. I also feel like it gives me an idea of my progress through the week. I definitely agree that daily weigh ins can be stressful and aren't right for everyone but it seems to work for me.

Feel free to weight in on the conversation. (See what I did there teehee).

This is what my fridge should look like. Getting there. ..

Saturday, January 5, 2013

The Skinny Rules by Bob Harper

Love it!

Snack With Me

Snack worth mentioning...Good ole' Ants on a Log. We had it right as kids. Celery,  Peanut Butter and Raisins. Hydrating, super low calorie celery. Protein filled, and filling peanut butter and raisins for fiber, antioxidants and vitamins.

I have been chowing on these all week and they are super yummy. Try variations by switching raisins for dried cranberries or peanut butter for almond butter.

Be the change you want to see in the world. ~ Mahatma Gandhi

Friday, January 4, 2013

How I Am Losing Weight

Each time I have decided to lose weight I have used different styles. I have taken pills, changed potion sizes, exercised my butt off, Joined Weight Watchers and Jillian Michaels and counted calories. Each course has helped me lose weight, but they were not lifestyle changers for me. I never wanted to be on a diet. I just wanted to find a system that worked for me. That I could use as a lifestyle changer. What I have ended with is a combination of many ideas/concepts.

Food: This is kind of a combination of Paleo and Zone choices.  From Paleo I take many of the food concepts. I don't eat anything processed, but I do add dairy. The way I look at food is that if it is not giving my body something it needs, or fueling it, then why eat it.  From the Zone I use blocks to direct me. My day consists of 6 meals:

Breakfast: 3 blocks
Snack: 2 blocks
Lunch: 3 blocks
Snack: 2 blocks
Dinner: 3 blocks
Snack: 2 blocks 
*each meal will consist of protein, healthy carb & healthy fat.  My evening snack is always a protein shake 30 minutes before bed.

I also limit my daily calorie intake to around 1550.

Exercise: I run at least 4 days a week and throw in kettle bell, spin, Wii and ab workout s during the week . These vary with the time I have available.

It may sound like a lot. But it is really just planning ahead. I honestly feel better now then I ever have!

Thursday, January 3, 2013

Is this For Me?

For the last four years I have been on the weight loss train. I started the process once I realized how unhealthy I was.  I was a newlywed, but felt no where near attractive. So, when my hubs deployed I decided to make a change.  I really wanted him to be proud of me and what I had accomplished while he was away.  I started at about 220lbs and when he returned home around 6 months later I had reached 195.  I continued with slow progress over the next 2 years losing another 8 pounds . Last year I got pregnant and put the pause on weight loss (although I still ate pretty healthy while pregnant) since having my daughter 10 months ago I have managed to lose the baby pounds, plus about 10 pounds (currently 178). 
The point of all of this is that I recently realized that through each cycle my desire was never really for me. I lost weight because I thought that was what my hubs wanted, I knew that was what my family wanted, I am sure I wanted it but I allowed my desire to please others to come before what should have been my need to do it for myself. I am sure this need to please everyone around me and to maintain some sort of control had a ton to do with the unhealthy diet choices, and eating disorders I struggled with as a teen and in my college years . 
I am not naive enough to truly believe that with my new found sense of self that I will never  worry about these desires again, but I honestly know that the choices I now make are to better myself for myself.